As I drove away, my mind was filled with a million memories of the cuddly snuggly squishy baby who became the shy boy who needed his mummy so much who now stands before me as a confident, humane & friendly young man.
I will miss the day to day stuff with him, the comfort that he brings just by being in my life. I will miss his chat, his bad jokes and the hugs and his love more than he will ever know. There is a space in my heart that only he can fill.
And he does.
So my beautiful son, go and start your independent life, explore, make friends, live, love & enjoy.
You are the joy of my heart and I love you more than words can say.
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